tadi malem ada arsenal vs MU
udah heboh tuh di twitter ngomonginnya sama asta n mona soalnya kita tuh sama2 ngefans sama van persie (>̯-̮<)♥
tp pertandingannya ga sesuai harapan kita ARSENAL DIBANTAI Щ(ºДºщ) mending dibantainya tuh 3-0 ini 8-2 parah banget kan?
poor arsenal :(
BUT
for me Arsenal is still a great club with a massive history. Gunners is just not lucky tonight. Great game anda thank you, Wenger's lads :)
Proud to have so many Gooners friends, they've never stop supporting their teams whatever it might happens. All thumbs up for you all. :)
Montag, 29. August 2011
Dienstag, 23. August 2011
Listen to my Heello!
New social network.....
HEELLO!
and the best part of this social network is I could use my damn own name for my damn short username....
@oktiviannysa
monggo di listen bagi yang udah punya Heello :))
yang belum punya, silahkan buruan cepetan bikin account di www.heello.com
mumpung masih sepi, dan banyak username yang belum kepake :D
enjoy~
Montag, 22. August 2011
guilt
Half past nine and I'm not sleepy.
I actually need serious sleep, which means I need 8 hours or more rest time.
But I just don't feel sleepy, yet.
I miss my baby boo ☹
So much.
Entah mengapa akhir-akhir ini aku merasa jahat banget.
I lately blamed and scolded him for some random reasons that shouldn't be fought over.
he kept him patiences and held him angers.
Aku terus2an badmood, marah2 ga jelas, & seriously aku ngerasa banget kalo aku moody.
Tapi dia sabar banget yaAllah..
I hate being too sensitive like this. Easily crying. I should be more strong than now ☹
I actually need serious sleep, which means I need 8 hours or more rest time.
But I just don't feel sleepy, yet.
I miss my baby boo ☹
So much.
Entah mengapa akhir-akhir ini aku merasa jahat banget.
I lately blamed and scolded him for some random reasons that shouldn't be fought over.
he kept him patiences and held him angers.
Aku terus2an badmood, marah2 ga jelas, & seriously aku ngerasa banget kalo aku moody.
Tapi dia sabar banget yaAllah..
I hate being too sensitive like this. Easily crying. I should be more strong than now ☹
makasih buat pengertian dan udah mau nemenin aku yang lagi galau :*
Sonntag, 21. August 2011
Mind washed,heart wounded
If you could imagine:
A girl in an over-sized black tee,
laying under a superbig dark maroon blanket,
on the dark maroon queen-sized bed,
hugging a medium brown teddy
with swollen eyes and fast breaths,
and composing a new post for her blog,
that must be me.
I just don't know where should I begin to spill this shits out.
It's awkward when you wanted to write about something, but yer hands just couldn't type it.
Like you've already hurt by only thinking about it, and that made yer hands (including yer fingers) shaking and you couldn't help yrself.
If only you all could see me, instead of reading my blog, you could see my fingers.
It feels like my fingers don't even have a gut to write, feels like my fingers aren't strong enough. My fingers become so limp.
Last night, midnight to be exact, I had a fight.
With him.
So it was all about broken promises.
I was so mad because he seemed like underestimating every promise he has made to me.
I feel like....idk, it felt like burning here inside.
I told him for not making promises when he himself doesn't even sure he could keep his promises.
He was mad and he said I couldn't accept him and all his flaws, like I never satisfied of what he had done.
Now if you could think logically,
Does 'Breaking promises' could be categorized as one of people's flaw? No.
'Breaking promises' is a habit.
It can be changed. (««« YOU should read this.)
I was kinda speechless and totally irritated when I saw his reactions.
I mean, I was the one who should be mad, not him.
The one who broke most of his own promises was him and I was the victim.
But I was being scolded and blamed too.
He just didn't appreciate things I did which were actually for his own goods.
I try to help him to be a better person, to have better personality, to be a maturer person.
So that someday, he won't be left by his girlfriends because of his bad habits.
What's the point of caring about someone who doesn't even want to be cared about?
What's the point of trying to make the best out of someone who doesn't even appreciate what I've been trying to?
A girl in an over-sized black tee,
laying under a superbig dark maroon blanket,
on the dark maroon queen-sized bed,
hugging a medium brown teddy
with swollen eyes and fast breaths,
and composing a new post for her blog,
that must be me.
I just don't know where should I begin to spill this shits out.
It's awkward when you wanted to write about something, but yer hands just couldn't type it.
Like you've already hurt by only thinking about it, and that made yer hands (including yer fingers) shaking and you couldn't help yrself.
If only you all could see me, instead of reading my blog, you could see my fingers.
It feels like my fingers don't even have a gut to write, feels like my fingers aren't strong enough. My fingers become so limp.
Last night, midnight to be exact, I had a fight.
With him.
So it was all about broken promises.
I was so mad because he seemed like underestimating every promise he has made to me.
I feel like....idk, it felt like burning here inside.
I told him for not making promises when he himself doesn't even sure he could keep his promises.
He was mad and he said I couldn't accept him and all his flaws, like I never satisfied of what he had done.
Now if you could think logically,
Does 'Breaking promises' could be categorized as one of people's flaw? No.
'Breaking promises' is a habit.
It can be changed. (««« YOU should read this.)
I was kinda speechless and totally irritated when I saw his reactions.
I mean, I was the one who should be mad, not him.
The one who broke most of his own promises was him and I was the victim.
But I was being scolded and blamed too.
He just didn't appreciate things I did which were actually for his own goods.
I try to help him to be a better person, to have better personality, to be a maturer person.
So that someday, he won't be left by his girlfriends because of his bad habits.
What's the point of caring about someone who doesn't even want to be cared about?
What's the point of trying to make the best out of someone who doesn't even appreciate what I've been trying to?
Samstag, 20. August 2011
webcaming w/felice lol
kalo ini sama felice lucu yaa mukanya felic :D
yang ini kocak posenya feli kaya JUSTIN BIEBER KWKW oh iya ini pake jaket angkatan loh
yang ini foto kita sebelum mandi loh walaupun belom mandi tetep lucu yaaw :3 #plaaak
nah ini favorit aku engga tau knp sih pdhl disini mukaku aneh :(
Freitag, 19. August 2011
#FactsAboutMe
- I love watching supernatural especially to see jared tristan padalecki :D
- I love compliments. Compliments boost up mood, and I need a lot of mood boosters to keep my head up. Lol
- I sometimes behave childish. Well, a mature girl can miss her childhood moments and freedoms too, right?
- I love pink, cute, and fluffy furry stuffs.
- No matter how early or how late I slept, I always wake up late :p
- I love English class. I fit in so well.
- I love surprises.
- I'm not good at teaching someone for skills. Over more, if I even don't want to teach them.
- I love reading English books and listen to any kind of song genres
- I say what I wanna say, I do what I wanna do. No time for being someone I'm not.
- I respect promises and vows. I HATE empty hopes and broken vows.
- I HATE being interrupted while I'm talking
- I'm more an optimism. Seeing most of things by the bright side.
- I love owl city,taar,jmac,yunho <3
- I love germany,Bayern munchen,chelsea
- I love yunho and go ara wish they can be real :p
- I'm not arrogant. I seem like a cocky person because I know what I want and what should I do to reach my aims.
- I love write with CAPITAL :))
- I respect religion differences in friendships or even in relationships.
- I am bad tempered. I get mad easily.
- My favorite quote: "Just be yourself and the right guy will come along, whether it be today, tomorrow, or next year. It`ll happen!"
Donnerstag, 18. August 2011
ELOOH GUUEH END
juni 2010
Siapa bilang ga kangen JAKARTA?
Dia mutusin aku.
Mutusin.
I've never been like this before.
I mean, aku ngga pernah diputusin secara sepihak sama cowo.
Terimakasih.
Gosh. Aku kaget dan ngga nyangka.
He told me he would wait me.
you said you'd never leave.look you've done to me.
Dan andai kalian tau alesannya apa.
"...Aku over kangen sama kamu. Aku ngga bisa sekangen ini sama kamu. Aku cinta mati sama kamu. Aku janji, putus kali iini aku ngga akan minta balik sama kamu. Aku janji." "Kamu yakin? Kamu bener ngga jadi nungguin aku sampe aku pulang dari Semarang? Kamu kenapa sih? Aku salah apa?" "Aku ngga kuat.. Aku ngga bisa LDR. Aku sayang sama kamu. BANGET. Tapi aku ngga bisa kalo gini , nah kenapa aku yang kena imbasnya?" "Aku ngga tau, maaf ya.."
...dan kontak bbmku di delete.
Aku berusaha terlihat baik-baik aja. Aku berusaha terlihat santai. Tapi sebenernya dalam hati aku ngga bisa.
Aku sakit. Selama ini aku terbiasa jalanin hariku sama dia, selama ini aku terbiasa dapet bbm dari dia.
Sekarang ngga ada lagi.
Aku scroll down blogku, lihat semua kenangan tentang dia, rasanya sakit.
Aku lihat notesku di bb, ada copy an chat2nya dia ato capture bbm nya dia.
Aku ngga kuat, it hurts.
Malemnya, dia bbm..
Dia bilang dia minta maaf, dia emosi.
Dia ngga akan cari cewe lain selain aku.
Karena sregnya cuma sama aku.
Aku paham.
Dia minta balikan, aku cuma minta waktu.
Aku memang masih sayang sama dia.
Sayangnya aku masih sakit hati
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