LOL LOL LOL :))

my conversation between rizal,ares and niko
rizal : eh, kamu kepiting rebus, bantu aku ngerjain bule congok yuk?
me : who? ares?
aftr that we have conf with ares
rizal : ares are u still remember her?
ares : yeees cat
me : hy aress long time no see:)
ares : i should learn more about indonesian language , teach me, would you? 
me : okee res with my pleasure :D
rizal : ares jancok
ares : I'm gonna kill you soon!
me : LOL :))
ares : And please cat don't say LOL, you same like rizal
rizal : He's so overreact
niko : LOL LOL LOL LOL!!
ares : you guys should stop sayin LOL, it makes me feel .. I dunno, itchy maybe ^^
ares :  I just learn one word , it's special for you cats :) GUOBLOKKKKKK !
rizal : HAHA :))
me : :((
rizal : This my word for you, ANCOK!
ares : okay enough! Enough! Stop saying those COK COK COK COK things
rizal : WKWKWK
me : bule congok td maksutnya si ares zal?
rizal : iya ga bakal ngerti dia
ares : (¬_¬) what was that mean?
rizal : Congok is handsome
me : yeah congok means handsome LOL :)) Congok is handsome , but congok better than ganteng or handsome
niko : your very congok res :))
ares : You're handsome too nik
niko : yes i'm very handsome.no doubt
ares : agree
me,n,rizal : LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!!
ares : I'm not a clown ! Stop saying LOL! I'm serious with this!
me : yg sabar yaa res :p
niko : iya di sabar2in aja yaa res
ares : You two sayin something that I couldn't found it on my dictionary.out of script ! You two should say something that I can understand it easily, fuck with the dictionary ^^t


ares : Now know the meaning of jancok ^^~ I'm gonna kick ur head soon!
niko : really?jancok is u right?
ares : keep my word! I'll kick your head soon if we met!
niko : LOL LOL


ares: rizal text me, he told me something and I got shock, cats, if you need a friend to share something

me : I'll think about that

ares : Don't cry while you're going to sleep, no matter what's the reason behind it cat I believe niko n rizal doesn't like it too like me
me : i'm not crying

ares : Then why u cry ?

me : i dream something

ares :  Bad dreams huh? Don't cry

me : It's a beautiful dream ever.Cause I want it happen right now ! It's hurt too know that it was just a dream *hiks* 

ares : it's a sign, maybe it'll happen too u cats. Just pray huh

me : ty res. what u doing now res?

ares : Stay in the office until 10pm , what a nice saturday, I wish I could have someone here that i can take for dinner after work

niko : kasian jomblo ngenes :p

ares : ko, say something in english please ! Fuck you

niko : fuck you too! LOL

ares : i'm gonna kill you as soon as possible

me : wkwkw

ares : You know what is JANCOK ? Of course you know that. Hell yeah, that's you

me : sumpah ngakak :))

ares : how many times I have to told you cats huh? Say smthn in english

me : oke ress haha btw i'm happy to chat with you

ares : call me if you need some advice or else, I'm not singing out from this

me : oke ty ares

ares : never mind.Better I'm sing out than knowing after this you three would bullying me

hello december

a few laugh, some tears, joy and a bit of pain but life goes on
goodbye november , hello december, welcome new year ♥

idk

I want to make my own blog but I don't know how to start it. 
I want to make a very long long long story on my blog.
I want to make a really interesting blog that makes people want to go back to my page and have the curiousity for my another blog.

I actually spent most of my times reading people's blogs. 

Most people say: Just write anything you interested to. Yet many times I stared at the empty notes, thinking of something to write.. and I just leave it blank.

What should I say? What should I write? and HOW to start it??

I don't think I have the ability to write a proper word,
I don't think I have exciting story to tell,
I don't think I have enough knowledge to critic others,
I just don't think I can.

But I WANTED to. 

No one ever knows that I have passion on blogging.
I love to read and I think that's what makes me really want to start my own blog. But I just don't know how! 

You're the first to know my deepest secret, The Assembly. 
You might found it funny.
Most of you might think that writing is the simplest thing a human can ever done, but not for me. 

And I think this is the only blog I could ever write.

MY SUPER DUPER SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY

Was my BIRTHDAY

And guess what?

I was super happy that day

Then I got happier when i got surprise from my BF

BF means bestfriend y all not boyfriend 

Love that much!

Unpredictably

So , Imma just gonna share some of the story

They've made that surprise from the beginning

And even didn't realize it

when i was in feli's room

she told me she wanted to saw concert with paian

what am thinking about it?"GOSSIP" HAHA

suspicious,right?

cindy n tiffany since morning really mysterious

I was just thinking of that day

" Did I do sth wrong to them ? "

Kept thinking , but I'm ended BLANK
i wanted borrow lia book from paian so i went to paian house.

So when I've arrived paian room

I asked paian where's the book?

paian still looked up the book and suddenly tiffany n cindy came

They were all singing a Birthday song for me n trow birthday cake,egg and wheat into my face -___-"

can you all imagine how horrible my look?

Well , all the photos was not with me though

It's with cindy

I especially want to thank FELI,CINDY,TIFFANY,ULLY,PAIAN for preparing the cake,egg n wheat,gift and for the experience in how cake taste on your nose, it really means a lot, almost had the tears, if it weren't for the cake on my face. 
and thanks for birthday card
why u all write abang aussie on the envelope haha

That's the end of my story and sharing part

Hope you guys could enjoyed it !

WELCOME NOVEMBER :)

WELL , SINCE OCTOBER IS END

LET US WELCOME NOVEMBER !

HOORAY !

In my opinion , in  October and September is where the most people having it's birthday

That's including , me , my mother n my ex bf -.-

Well , many isn't it ? 

Lol :D

me is going to have it at 28 October

While my mother  have it at1 november

my ex at17 -___-

why still i remember argh -.-
pleaseeeee make me forget that day

So , i got many wish for this coming november

Let me just list it !

 smarter !

 more dilligent !

taller , taller , and taller !

NEW PHONE !!

 nice birthday 

 good life

 no fighting

 no problem waiting

good relationship

healthy family

 make my parent's proud of me

 no red mark on my CA2 exam !

 always healthy 

 BLESS US !

what i wish going to come true <3

no goodbye

nothing

Well , it's Friday people ! 

And tomorrow gonna be a weekend , lol

Please enjoy your day o:)

Gonna be a nice weekend if you enjoy it with your fantastic activity

Well,if me,tomorrow I'm gonna be full doing
haven't decide yet , lol

Today , i got  my test paper from my previous exam not too hard

but hard

That's what i mean by " I'm not satisfied " :|

So , I'm gonna work harder on the next exam

WML , guys !

Hoping that I wil got many A's score , *amen!*

Since , i was hoping it , can i study like very serious , i can't really concentrate with my study

And I didn't even know why

Maybe it depend on my mood

I'll willingly please my mood then

If that can really be , I'll really beg it.

So , i didn't really got many thing to say

Cause I'm just too lazy to type long word 

GOODBYEE BLOGGY :*

mood booster :*

this is my bad day that i ever had :(

ujian reaktor susah -___- alhasil menggarang bebas deh

udah gitu sekarang malah galaws

salah sendiri sih gara2 kepo-in my ex di facebook

liat-liat fotonyaa

nyeseeeeeeel banget dulu dia minta baikan tapi aku ga mau gara2 masih sakit hati sama dia -.-

lah emang pas waktu itu sakit bgt mau gimanaa dong

but lucky me my friend always beside me when i having much problem and  need they advice n  calm me down

i miss u so much damn guys :*

 Don't keep crying cos of an mistake.learn from it n move on.don't waste ur life blaming yrself cos of something that's gone.-io

i love this qoutes so daaaaaammmnnn n it  makes me calm :)

ty  io your my best :*

ty mona,io,oin,kak felix,ce sheny,cindy,feli,tipong for being my moodbooster

i love u guys :*

happy birthday mamah :*

happy birthday to my mom!

thank you for being such and awesome mother and wonderful to us, 

from the day we were born you stayed home with all of us and took 

care of us.. love you always mom! :') with special love ♥

you are the reason why my life worthwhile

i love u so much mom xoxo ({})

JustInfo

Tepat Hari ini (27 Okt) merupakan "HARI LISTRIK DUNIA" dan

 "HARI BLOGGER DUNIA".

Keep your energy and your mind :)

random just random

hell ho fellows! i finally come back ♥
so, i just got a kind of not super sweet day. you know, when everything seemed got right into the place
hmm, I'll start from the beginning.


pagi kuliah trs lia nothing special sih
ga tau sebenernya sih mau nulis apa -___-


oh iyaa sekarang tuh h-2 loh
almost 19,and soon in this month its gonna be 20,hell noo,i need my sweet 16 age back! -___-"


QOUTES OF THE DAY "A little bit of danger is what makes life worth living."

bukan harapan namun hanya sebuah ekspetasi

Puas2kanlah bersama dia.
Karena aku tau, cepat atau lambat kau akan kembali padaku.
Kau pikir aku bisa dibohongi dengan kabar yang kau buat seakan-akan kau bahagia bersamanya.
Suaramu tengah malam tanggal tujuh belas september kemarin cukup memberitahuku betapa jengahnya kau bersama dia.
Dia yang tak mengertimu, dia yang masih sangat bersifat kekanakan.
Dia yang bahkan tidak bisa berkompromi dengan segala keinginanmu.
Betapa dia memaksamu untk menjadi yang dia inginkan tanpa memperdulikan betapa inginnya kau untuk didengar, diperhatikan.
Hembusan hela nafasmu cukup jelas terdengar dari seberang.
Aku disini berdiri diantara dua,
Antara memberi perempuanmu sedikit pengertian, namun aku tak mau dianggap terlalu ikut dalam urusanmu.
Terkadang aku ingin tertawa, betapa kau coba untuk bertahan hidup tanpaku,
Sedangkan bukan hanya aku atau kau saja yang tahu, namun semua orang,
bahwa hanya dirikulah yng mampu membunuh semua ego untukmu.
Hanya dirikulah yang mampu mengertimu.
Hanya dirikulah yang bisa mencintaimu apa adanya seperti dirimu sendiri.
Cepat atau lambat, aku yakin, kau akan kembali padaku.

hell-o october :))

Hai.
Garing ah.... -_-
HAAAAAAAAI GUUUYS!!!
Lebay.
Ehem, hai :)
Sok cool.
Hm..... -___- mboh ah

Mau posting tentang apa ya... Oiya.
Mau curhat.
Duh perasaanku emang ga menentu yah?
Kadang pengen ini, kadang pengen itu.
Gak gak gak. Sekarang udah fixed.
I won't go back to the past.
No more F. Period. Titik. Sekian. Tamat.
Memulai lembar baru aja, move on yang total gitu lho!
Saatnya mencari pasangan baru. #aih #ups


Hidupku...diabsen aja yah aspek2nya.
☞ kuliah. Fine, cuma tinggal nunggu midterm tests to those dosen.
☞ Friends. Great! Just had a blasting weekend with them :)
☞ Love life. Ah ya begitulah, nothing to be shared. Secara aku single kan yaa♪ 


oct wish please be nice to me,my career,study,love n everything like month ago




almost 19,and soon in this month its gonna be 20,hell noo,i need my sweet 16 age back!

germany

watched the first half of germany vs belgium early morning.
Germany looked all the same:efficient,discipline,consistent and unstoppable.
that's why i really really love germany

this-is-what-people-always-talking-about

Rindu.
apa itu rindu?
definisi paling umum dikemukakan adalah "ya ngerasa pengen ketemu aja!"
ato "rindu itu kalo tiba2 keinget sama dia."
bener semua kok.Tapi aku juga punya pendapat sendiri.
buatku rindu itu suatu keadaan dimana 2 hati tetep bersama walaupun secara fisik ga bareng.
rindu itu ga bakal terjadi kalo ga ada kontak batin yg frekuental *ecieeeeee
why does 'missing' exit?
to bond.
supaya kedua belah pihak tetep merasa membutuhkan satu sama lain.
supaya masing-masing mengertibahwa mereka tergantikan.


i'm missing someone.
someone who brightnes my days,
colors it up.
someone who gives me smiles n teras.
someone who broke my heart n put it all back.
someone who i never throught i'd fall for,i'd sacrificed for.
someone who had been welcomed by my protectotive mom since the first time both of them been introduced.
someone who realized what it feels like to be fallen in love with me.
someone who wants & tries to be mature, even he knows it would be really hard to change his habit.
someeone who makes me feel a kind of bizarre love
someone who hug me tight till i got breathless.
that kind of love  which makes him,even how imperfect he is, seems so perfect in my eyes.
that kind of love which beats yrself centered personality,your egoism,your selfishness.
yes.my first love.
he's my first and i will always hope that he'll be the last person for.
exactly,it means i want him to always be mine.
even after those tears and wounds he had ever made,
even after those irrevocably pains he had even given,
even after those betrayas he had ever done,
even after those disloyalities he had ever showed,
even after those broken promises he had ever denied.


i still love him.
i am still in love with him, and i will always be.

kesel signature

Kesel.kenapa kalo posting dari email bb mesti ada sinyal down


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HAPPY IED MUBAROK ALL

Taqabalallahu minna waminkum,shiyamana wa shiyamakum
mohon maaf lahir dan batin
forgive all mistake that i've done to you all :D

arsenal :(

tadi malem ada arsenal vs MU
udah heboh tuh di twitter ngomonginnya sama asta n mona soalnya kita tuh sama2 ngefans sama van persie (>̯-̮<)​♥
tp pertandingannya ga sesuai harapan kita ARSENAL DIBANTAI Щ(ºДºщ) mending dibantainya tuh 3-0 ini 8-2 parah banget kan?
poor arsenal :(


BUT
for me Arsenal is still a great club with a massive history. Gunners is just not lucky tonight. Great game anda thank you, Wenger's lads :)




Proud to have so many Gooners friends, they've never stop supporting their teams whatever it might happens. All thumbs up for you all. :)

Listen to my Heello!

New social network.....

HEELLO!

and the best part of this social network is I could use my damn own name for my damn short username....

@oktiviannysa

monggo di listen bagi yang udah punya Heello :))

yang belum punya, silahkan buruan cepetan bikin account di www.heello.com

mumpung masih sepi, dan banyak username yang belum kepake :D

enjoy~